Did I really ask for this?

Did I really pray so hard for 10 months and ask for all this stress?

Did I ask for non stop phone calls about anything and everything?

Did I ask for facing the daunting task of packing up my 3300 sq foot home???

Did I ask for the endless expenses for everything from getting a lower rate to putting blinds up in the new home to paying TWO moving trucks as they haul all my stuff just 12 short mins away?

Did I ask for this sheer exhaustion due to making too many decisions?

Did I ask for the pit in my stomach when I think about all that has to be done in two weeks?

Did I ask for having to explain to a different person each day why I am moving and how much I WILL miss my neighbors?

Did I ask to go from good sleep to restless nights and mornings?

You know what? I sure did! However, I can ask for something else. God's grace over these next two weeks, which I desperately need! :)